Peekchures time! =D

Okay, haven been uploading pictures! hahahah!

Up first was Junxian’s ROM day!
Congrats to the newly wed! Have a blissful marriage! (:
Camwhore with baby while waiting for the rest of his besties to arrive! (Okay they were a little late.)

I think this picture is far the best pic i ever had! (((: ❤ ❤

They had this elephant exhibition or smth at Orchard, just right outside Tangs.
Walked pass and saw a angry bird elephant (Okay i did not take a picture of it)
After which we saw this durian Ele! ((: Super cute!! And make me feel like eating durians! Slurp!! =D

Met up with my babies few days back! (:
Love catching up with them despite their busy schedule! ❤
Had tea at TWC! 3 pots of tea for 3hrs of stay! LOL!
Thn on to shoppingsss & photos!!!

Okay gotta catch a sleep and prepare for tomorrow’s war! ))):
I dont like work! BOO! But anyway, i wasnt given a choice! hmmmm
Good Night (:

 

I wish I could run away

Sometimes are are just too much in my mind that i seriously dont feel like doing/saying. But there are no choice and no alternative for me to make choices )): I’m just too tired. I just want to be alone sometimes, indeed.

A drink to be my companion, tears flow down my cheeks to know whats in my mind al along. But these are just temporary. So whats long term? I dont knw.

Things hasnt been going well, sometimes, due to competition, i felt hopeless.
Not knowing what are the things that i’ve done to make me feel better.
Retail shopping to destress? I dont think so, it drains off my money. Business, I’m trying my very best to maintain it, will i make it? Its still going to be a huge question mark on my head. So what’s good in me? I dont knw. My mood is not co-operating recently as well, have been feeling like shit and whats worse, throwing tantrums for no reason. Work is neither going well for me too! )): Uncountable number of times to keep revising the invoice with the stupid system that they had, is seriously making me die )): And i wanted to leave so badly. But how? If i leave, it would means no food no drinks, but if i dont, it would mean i have no time for business? How? What are the solutions? I really dont knw.

Can someone guide me? I need a talk ): But who? ))):
I want to cry really badly. I need a shoulder really badly. I’m feeling super shit but what else can I do to make myself feel better? Just slightly better, i would be glad.

Will I or will i not?

This has always been the question I set for myself, ‘Will i be successful? Or will i not be?’ Ive always wanted to set up a business for myself. And yup, we all knew that setting up business is not like learning ABC so simple. Its all abt learning and having the strategy to deal with all sorts of things i guess?

its been almost 2 mths ever since my blogshop started. But well, true enough, business is coming in, but not daily. Prolly due to lack of traffic? But theres a lot of questions in my mind. How do i make it happen? What shld i do to make it happen etc.

Sometimes, i just wish people ard me could give me some moral support but nope i guess? its all just within me? I’m just too tired to wonder abt all this.
I just want to do what i like to do, and yep life is always unfair )): I wonder if i could choose to quit my current job and concentrate on my business, yup i feel like doing so. But income? Where do i get them from?

Theres too much to think. I shall just head straight to bed and stop thinking.
Good night world (: