What is life all about?
I really got no idea. Im starting to feel lonely again.
Especially when im feeling upset and ive got no one to speak to ): I just need that somebody to talk to.
I need a getaway desperately but where can I find company?
Mayb I might ended up asking my mom to go with me, because I just feel that its just the time to bring mommy out for holiday.
Because its always been brother who brings her out and me staying at home taking care of the clothes and the household chores.

Cousins are heading toMacauend of this year for their New year holidays, should I be going with them?
It has been a question mark for me since last week )): But if I were to go with them, mummy is going to stay home alone )):
What should I do?!

Time really pass so fast that is coming to the end of the year already. Somehow when u first started working, everything seems so nice and friendly.
But when u are really at your workplace, you’ll start feeling the tense, not because of the pile of work that you are handling. But due to the amt of stress you are facing. Lesser time for friends, lesser time for family and love ones, lesser time for retail therapy and many more. But what can we do? This is just life.
But im tired. Really super tired that I could give up anytime. )):

I need to rest because theres just too much for me to handle, and if only I could just stop doing everything and give it a time out!