This is life!

What is life all about?
I really got no idea. Im starting to feel lonely again.
Especially when im feeling upset and ive got no one to speak to ): I just need that somebody to talk to.
I need a getaway desperately but where can I find company?
Mayb I might ended up asking my mom to go with me, because I just feel that its just the time to bring mommy out for holiday.
Because its always been brother who brings her out and me staying at home taking care of the clothes and the household chores.

Cousins are heading toMacauend of this year for their New year holidays, should I be going with them?
It has been a question mark for me since last week )): But if I were to go with them, mummy is going to stay home alone )):
What should I do?!

Time really pass so fast that is coming to the end of the year already. Somehow when u first started working, everything seems so nice and friendly.
But when u are really at your workplace, you’ll start feeling the tense, not because of the pile of work that you are handling. But due to the amt of stress you are facing. Lesser time for friends, lesser time for family and love ones, lesser time for retail therapy and many more. But what can we do? This is just life.
But im tired. Really super tired that I could give up anytime. )):

I need to rest because theres just too much for me to handle, and if only I could just stop doing everything and give it a time out!

Working is tiring )):

Okay work has never been good for me ): Especially when im dreading work so badly! @_@
Trying to fix my blogshop to make it better, and its really hard but im trying!
From taking clothes to going to studio for photoshoots to advertising, all this has nvr been easy. and im trying really hard! With the help of my girls and baby, it kind of make me much more motivated. BUt still the rest is up to myself!

November is soon coming to an end, which means mommy is leaving for Europe just tomrrow! Okay times really flies! )): Xmas is coming and im still stuck at work! A place which i dread the most. i want more tai tai tea time!=D

Gotta work hard so i can play hard too! =D
Need more ka-chings in my wallet!!! =D